In two weeks, I'll be going to college. Ahhhhhhhh......! Scared shit-less, needless to say. I go to orientation and registration for three days, move into the dorm, and then start class...Terrified. Absolutely terrified. I just wish I could get the first weeks of college done and over with, along with the paperwork I have to do for my loans and stuff that I can't send in till I've registered for classes and stuff. I'm also terrified of my room mate. I've never met her, mind you, and she seems really nice, but I think that's why I'm scared of her. I just want to get along with her, but I'm terrified she's going to think I'm a freak, and absolutely hate me. I'm moving to a new town, and I don't even have my license yet....I have my permit, and I'm good at driving, but I've never parallel parked before, and my dad is being an R-hole and wont let me practice driving. Such a jerk. Sorry, really mad at my dad right now, he's been treating me like crap lately. I've been thinking about righting a book about the last few months, a sort of micro-autobiography. Not sure about it, just want to do it to share the frustration I've felt, I think. I actually joined a support group for bisexuals, and then another support group. It's amazing how much it helps to talk to people who know exactly how you feel. Ryan came back from California, and my friend Kenny also came to town, and the two of them have been absolute angels to me, which has also helped. Anyway, not sure if I'm going to be able to put up much art for awhile, not even sure if I'm going to have internet for the next few months, depending on how quickly I can get a job after moving.